Art has always been my passion
Assalamualaikum dear everyone.
Art has been my passion. Yes ! I love business , i love engineering, i love science, but art is above all.
Realized that, I've done so much, until i forgot that i love art.
After SPM, i asked my mother if I can take an sewing class, and she said NO.
Then I asked her to teach me cook , bakery. But she refused, Its okay. I learnt to cook thru watching her. Then for bakery, it is difficult since the raw materials is pricey and we are not that comfortable to buy it. I sat quietly and started to cry. Haha. But i did understand my mother's concern. She loves me, we're just can't afford for an extra class or buy materials to train.
I keep the passion deep in my heart. Until today! I just really2 want it. I'm missing the passionate me.
This has been few years. I'm now 24y/o. It was 7 years ago.
I burnt my desire for being a lawyer cause my grandfather said it's has lots of negative than positive. Lol. Haha. I'm too young that time. So I couldn't get what he means. Now I know. Alhamdulillah. Thank god for the best grandfather.
My mother wish for me to be a doctor but I scared of blood. So big NOOO. haha.
After an SPM , I got quite excellent results. It's not like straight A's but Alhamdulillah.
It was quite gloomy day on the SPM results day. I went to the high school alone with bus. My parents were sick due to fever.
The few days after my father left us forever. He left us in a hospital. I'm taking care of him that time. It was really heartbreaking to see he left me before my eyes.
However, the moment he left me, it becomes the moment when I forgot all my desires and passion. Now since I suddenly remember, I hope It remains.
Ps: I know my writing is messy, but hummm. Just bear okay. Love you guyssss.
Art has been my passion. Yes ! I love business , i love engineering, i love science, but art is above all.
Realized that, I've done so much, until i forgot that i love art.
After SPM, i asked my mother if I can take an sewing class, and she said NO.
Then I asked her to teach me cook , bakery. But she refused, Its okay. I learnt to cook thru watching her. Then for bakery, it is difficult since the raw materials is pricey and we are not that comfortable to buy it. I sat quietly and started to cry. Haha. But i did understand my mother's concern. She loves me, we're just can't afford for an extra class or buy materials to train.
I keep the passion deep in my heart. Until today! I just really2 want it. I'm missing the passionate me.
This has been few years. I'm now 24y/o. It was 7 years ago.
I burnt my desire for being a lawyer cause my grandfather said it's has lots of negative than positive. Lol. Haha. I'm too young that time. So I couldn't get what he means. Now I know. Alhamdulillah. Thank god for the best grandfather.
My mother wish for me to be a doctor but I scared of blood. So big NOOO. haha.
After an SPM , I got quite excellent results. It's not like straight A's but Alhamdulillah.
It was quite gloomy day on the SPM results day. I went to the high school alone with bus. My parents were sick due to fever.
The few days after my father left us forever. He left us in a hospital. I'm taking care of him that time. It was really heartbreaking to see he left me before my eyes.
However, the moment he left me, it becomes the moment when I forgot all my desires and passion. Now since I suddenly remember, I hope It remains.
Ps: I know my writing is messy, but hummm. Just bear okay. Love you guyssss.
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